This is my stage of mind when i reach my higher self and see the whole picture.
Im a difficult person to reach this, but years of work and different life situations have led me to this power of understanding on how the World works (and in the word WORLD, i mean the entire universe or universes if you please). I sould probably have to think of some word better then this. Maybe in my next posts.
As a person who has no-one "soul-mate" like, you see the whole picture much better because you need to get along with yourself better. When you get along with yourself better, you understand why some people are acting the way they are acting, you understand why a child is acting out and having tantrums, why this old person has wise looking eyes, why people are stressed. Understanding it all gives sometimes chilles when you have stress yourself and you understand why you have it, what you could do about it, but you will not, because of fear. Fear is the one thing negative that mostly takes our mind over, it is a big part of our EGO, (the part that is given to each life by birth, your brain generates it)
Why children have tantrums? - because they are afraid that they are not loved. They would need affection, love and closeness. They need someone who is there beside them and they feel safe. Someone who stands next to them when they learn new things, someone who would make them feel like they are on the right track and on the road of life full of happyness, love, affection and all other great things we have to offer for our children, so they could offer this for their children. Even talking about gives me goosebumps and my heart is tingling like i've just fallen in love.
This is what i mean, i understand what i am, who i am, why do i live this life - mostly because i chose it, i chose the lessons i need to learn, i chose all the hard stuff in life to live and all other things, even where and with whom i want to live. You see... i am a spirit, as all of You are and we live many lives and in-between lives, we plan our next life. It's hard to take for us sometimes, but if you think of it... we need to learn lessons about affection, love, giving, receiving and so on... We could have a life full of happiness and joy if we knew how to give it to others, so we learn this by loving our enemies (i would not use this word, but it's to paint a clearer picture, i would call them brothers and sisters who live and learn life together)
So sometimes i have this state of mind where i feel the happiest and most trusting of love, god, life, that i could die and start another lesson, like i've accomplished this life and am good to go to the next one.. but ofcourse im not done and i dont have this state of mind all the time and i still have information to give to others like me and obviously, im still here and good that i am, i plan to live as long as i planned to, like 80 or something... haha
Have a good day, days, week, weeks, month and so one.. you deserve it, because you are god and god gives love to receive it...
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