Hello everyone,
I am a 25 year old female and I live in a small country (i might be telling You all about the country i live at later) and we dont speak english as our mother language. The reason why i decided to write this blog in english is.. so everyone from anywhere can read this blog and hopefully find it helpful or soothing that they are not alone in this cruel and lonely world full of people and other living creatures.. (I think the only enemy for humans and world itself is someones EGO) I personally think that we are never alone, even if the world seems to have turned against us and it is hard to think of a reason to live at all... it's not so... You Always Have Yourself! As long as You have Yourself, there is nothing or anyone who could bring You down, as long as You believe in Yourself.. Later, I hope we can talk about the things and reasons why we should believe in ourselves..
I used to think i was alone, I think I still feel like I am alone sometimes.. there is only a few people who somewhat understand me. So what has helped me? Thankfully I have met people who feel the same way, there are only a few of us and we usually feel very disconnected from the rest of the world.. I couldnt understand why I was feeling this way. I always felt like i dont belong to some groups or dont connect with people althow we could have lots of fun together and chat all day or when i was a little girl i made up imaginary friends and told myself adventurous stories about spending time with them.. i really thought i was crazy and i undestood that there is no-one who could understand me, so i kept it all to myself.
In a constant search of where i belong to, i have decided just to go on autopilot and let life take me to places, trust the world as a dear friend of mine always says. So... i have chosen a path in life and go with the flow like everybody else does.. I am 25 and i still hav'nt found a calling, i probably wont for a while, but i know where it should be heading to.. I want to do something positive with my life and useful for others. I am not the best person and with the biggest heart, but i wish i was, i wish to be better and more positive towards life and others. And everyone who feels the same way, i am more then happy to go this path together with You. Let's make this place a better, more positive and happier place for us to live in.
