My Grandmother and -father were both very religious. They did not force it on me, they never even talked about it to me, unless i heard a conversation between grownups to believe and everything would be okay.
So, she has pictures of God and other characters from bible and i look at them and think: "no, this is not what God really is".
To me, this bible was more like a fairytale story and i couldn't believe that this is it, there are more fairy-tales like that, why is this what they choose to believe..
So, i looked at the stars at night and found some kind of relief, like someone was smiling to me and i felt the most powerful sensation of love. Starting then, i knew who and what God is. I never said it to anyone, but i knew there was something more powerful then the whole story from the bible.
So, this has started for me since childhood.
I believe that God is in every one of us. If we hate someone, we hate God. Everyone is Gods creation.
God is not a man from the bible, it can take this form, but it really is everything, universe.
So, if i die and go to the spiritual world, i would see light and i would go towards the light. Then, most probably i would see familiar faces greeting me upon my arrival - my life-guides (some say angels) and loved-ones. They would be happy that i have finished this life and celebrate it with me. I would then, after some time catching up with everyone, go to other places like analyzing my life from the beginning and deciding what i learned from it and so on. I would also go to the healing light that will heal all the negative energy that i had taken on me. After the spiritual retreat i would need to start another life, this is my divine need to always improve and learn new things to become supreme as a spirit. I would choose my own life and this decision i would make based on what lessons i will need to learn, and this is what i decide. It is completely my decision, nothing is forcing me to go into life again, but this is my devine need to complement my spirit and eventually i would go again.
There deciding over my life, i would know who will be my mother and father, what the life situation would be and so on. I can even choose how intelligent i will be. I will also meet up some of the spirits in the spiritual world to prepeare ourselves for the upcoming life.
In the spiritual world are almost like small groups who help each other on their path and usually you would meet those spirits on earth as well. You may not know when you see them at first, that this is a spirit from your group from spiritual world, but you will find you are really influenced by them in life and you are an impact on them as well, this could be your loved one or child. It could be your neighbor as well.
So when i am born again. I will not remember the spiritual world, because i need to focus on the lessons i decided to learn in this life. That why it is not good to go out of balance and focus on the spiritual life more then the earthly matters. This is very important.
So yes, people choose a hard life to learn the lessons with an impact. It gives you a peace of mind and lets you live your life to get your lessons learned.
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